When Fate Is In Our Hands,
Would You Save It For The Future
Or Would You Use It Now?
Long Weekend
Wednesday, February 10, 2010; 8:32 AM
sigh.. it's been a fucking long time. mendak.. sick.. and no one understands me. thanks alot bitches.. anyways... baby understands me and im so proud..
i love you way too much.. and im missing you now.. i'd be home for a week. went to the freaking hospital for my chest pain. in the end i had to stay there for the whole day till 2plus am. baby, you're so sweet..thanks for temaning and waited for me baby:) saaaaaaaaaaaayannnnnnnng ayg......and thanks to your parents too!! and thanks mum and dad for waiting.. blood tests..and they didn't tell me the results.. stupid fuck.. they injected my hand several times because they can't get my blood. and they never give me any pain killers. the next day same prob. and i went to poly to get some pain killers. they gave me small pills which looks like m'n'm minis. and they called that pain killers? i think fish nye punat lagi besar.. so i took the medications as prescibed. but i went back to hell(poly) again today.. i got something only baby knows and chest pain...again! this time i got bigger pills..
jamming this sat. i love baby so much.. please don't leave me..
valentine's coming fast.. 9th monthsary drawing nearer too. weekend is gonna be fun packed action..
it's been a long time!! 6th week in ns. 2 more weeks to go. time flies damn fast!!
getting hella dark.(like bangla:() on mc till tomorrow. and i got my pay!!
skype-ing is fun with you baby!! muacks!
i miss my little baby chicken nugget so much! you're the best and the sweetest! i just can't get enough of you!! love you baby!! we'd do this now and forever baby!!