When Fate Is In Our Hands,
Would You Save It For The Future
Or Would You Use It Now?
berak cair..
Monday, June 29, 2009; 6:24 AM
Times Like These.. fcuk. maybe we're drifting far apart. maybe the way i treat you guys is different. maybe there's a gap between us. maybe with the trust in me,you're the cause we're together. but you guys have to know. im not like what i am last time.yes,i have my priorities. but im trying all i can to find time for all of you. i know im not good at it. but im trying.im trying guys. so hard that it hurts. i may seem like i don't care. haiya.i DON'T and NEVER will forget you guys. ............................
no mood to say about anything else. SHIT HAPPENS. IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. so let it happen. i have nothing else to do. i leave it all to fate.
i love you baby and NOTHING CAN CHANGE how i feel about you. just don't give up on me DORA.=( ............................
Father's day didn't go as i expected. my egohead dad had a conflict with mom and my family had gone crazy for abit. shit.
but i had fun with my bby's family. they made me feel like OMG! we ate at bbq chick and played bowling at night.
I thank God for making it a special day for me. thanks SAYANG for being there and being the best.
Current Date: 25 June 2009 Performing Date: 25 July 2009
it's around the corner and we hadn't prepare for anything. i miss the four of us.once we were happy,excited,naturally good.(hah perasan (=__=)v) once when we called ourselves LeTTaBoX. and when we changed our name to september alibi.when we know that it didn't go to well. and when we were back as four, YOUR ASSUMPTIONS.there were just, US. we've gone through together as four. but now,probs come everytime. and we haven't got the time to solve.maybe we're afraid.maybe we're just weak inside. too much conflicts.and i bloody freaking stupid ass mother fcuking hate it.
update soon.HAPPY 32ND BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER.SUHAIDY,IJOE.=)
20 June 2009
; 2:02 AM
hello again dumbassessss..
20 june was way more than i expected.turns out very well.
thanks to my bby's sis for planning.
and friends who was there on that night.or morning to begin with.
i hope it's your best and hoped you enjoyed.
im sorry for not giving you anything at all.
maybe im just a jerk.
haha.
baby,i wished for the best,and i wish for happiness.
maybe i can't give you what you want.
but love is what i can afford.
i really love you and i will always do.
and i hope to experience all your life journey from the start we've known each other,and till eternity.
Just You And Me.=)
=(
Thursday, June 18, 2009; 9:16 AM
sad..
my baby going overseas tomorrow. im gonna miss you..=(( haiz..
update soon.=( bye.love you bunny,tc!!
how life would be without you.
; 6:31 AM
MY LOVE 170509=))
Im tired.
super sleepy.
stupid contacts,ruined my eyes.haha.
thanks baby for your specs.=)
can't open my eyes..(exaggerating eyy?)
(=___=)v
anyways,
yesterday went smoothly,
had a good time with my HONEY BUNNY.hee..
went to bottletree park,
brought my guitar to play her a song i've made.
and then we sang loads of songs..had a good laugh here and there.
baby,you're the best that ever happened to me.
thanks for making my day.=)
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.MUAHMUAH!!
i really hope to learn the guitar swing/flip.
i wanna learn like fcuking nyeeeeeee!!
can't wait for 25th july..
STARLIT SKY,
you guys are what i call true friends.
thanks guys!!
still tired.
cheebai sial,got one stupid ghost story involve this lady nk beranak bt then at the kampung.then got one long haired bitch that wears YELLOW go eat the baby and in the end the 'mak nom' is a mak bidan i think.she kept ghost.shit kan?
my baby playing titanic on the guitar,so effing sweet!!
update soon.=))
:)
Tuesday, June 16, 2009; 7:52 AM
oh shit..
im ancient.
haha
sucker.
been a long time.with only two post? oh crap.
many things had occurred in the past hmm..7 mnths?
what should i say? gone through alot of pain and hard times till march 2009 i guessed?
i've had forgotten about the past..so,shut it bitch.
anyways,
loving my life as it is now.
LOVE LIFE?
yeah!
LOVING my BABY. NURHIDAYAHMOHAMEDSIDEK.
oh..time flies so fast..OMG!
we will be together for a month in about 57minutes.woohoo!! =)
Sayang,being with you is NEVER a regret.
never ever crossed my mind that we will ever get separated.
and i hope this month will bring us joy, berkat and kebahagiaan.
And i know that i can't live without you.
maybe it's too early to even say all this.
but i know that you're the only one i wanna be with till the end.
I HOPE, I WISH, I PRAY. AMIN.
Currently in my gf's crib.
so every updates from now on will be at her crib.=)
STARLIT SKY!!
Made our first recording called 'Neverending Fairytale'.
performing on 25July09.
Life is so on my side now.
ALHAMDULILLAH.
Will update soon i hope.
maybe in the next 2o years i think..haha.dumbshit.