When Fate Is In Our Hands,
Would You Save It For The Future
Or Would You Use It Now?
the 2nd last part is a must see for fuckers like you...:)
Thursday, October 29, 2009; 11:39 PM
omg.omg.omg.
hello.ish..huhk...
what a year! what an october! birthday went well. life is doing oook...
*the surprise party. 24october09 00:02 damnit. no txt,nothing. mom cooked the best meal ever.(love ya mom!) mom said,'jangan makan dulu..makan ramai2' (erm..ok?) wishes from my 2nd sis and niece.(thanks kak and marsya!!) 00:05 a knock on the door. my 1st sister said it should be my brother in law. mom opened the door and i froze for about 3hours!(ok fake..(=__=)v) acub was outside saying zul,sini jap.. huh? wtf? so i came out... then the whole group was there,singing the birthday song and got cake.. there were sab,jaws(ikah),azhar(delifrance),acub(duhh!!),faeez(treflipper) and someone that made it all special...baby=) i still remember, we were at the jetty,looking at the beautiful view..and i wanted her to spent the rest of her night with me. but then she said she needs to get home by 11pm. and when she appeared just outside my house,only God knows how i felt. it's like you wanted to cry and pulling her to hug and kiss and shout and laugh and fart and erm and pee.all at the same time.(that was the feeling) she hand me the precious present that im holding now..as in now...and a card and erm card somemore... thanks baby.you're the sweetest! and i wanted to cry....(eew,kental siak..touched uh sia) then the lift door opened and the other group arrived.marching towards me.. the feeling was like 'woh!' apai(gangster),akir,jalil and erm,i dunno who=) and then we ate and smoked and tv is and have been a dick. a night to remember,once in a lifetime. thanks guys for making it happened. thanks apai for your neverending support. thanks acub for the guts to call me out. thanks sab for collecting the cake.. thanks azhar for coming with your delifrance uniform (=__=)v and thanks to everyone who came.even if i dunno you.thanks!=) thanks babygirl for everthing,for planning,buying,making everything perfect just to make me happy.you made my dream a reality. and the sacrifices you've made for me..for us. thanks for the txt baby. you're the sweetest baby.and i can never asked for more cause you're the most..(oook) (im sorry for the days before..=() thanks to miraa and my bestest dickhead fizo for the wishes!!
im on the road to hell now. and with the pace im going, im gonna reach there in about a month and 8days from now. but the road to hell is paved with good intentions.. im gonna miss starlit as im missing them now. and this is a must miss..im gonna miss you baby. so much..sigh..
and to anyone out there.who read this post by accident or anyone who is CLOSE to my baby or used to or not or trying to... guys especially. im just being extra protective. if you ever lay any fingers on her, (in a you know what way or the meaning they tell) and im gonna kill you. try me,test me mafuckers. especially you! im not those who's gonna let you get away with it. dun say i never warned you haha..ok im getting carried away. so bitches,beware.(=__=)v fuck off.
i love you baby.even if people hates us or the (meluat/nk muntah) nye feeling. i dun care.=)
October. what does this month mean? it's the last two months before a new year begins. nothing much isn't it? but this would be the best october i will get!
you see,my bday falls on the 24th october.(action siak..) worked in the early days, fun fun fun..
went raya with starlit sky and friends.(but baby wasn't there:( ) didn't get duit raya but what can i say,we're grown ups now.(haha.sial) and we went jamming at night with baju kurongs.
finally recorded the song 'The Bayonet I Stained Your Blood With' recording went more then expected but turned out o..k... waiting for the mixed version.oh i can't wait! and baby was there to witness it all.thanks bunny:))
oh..5th monthsary went unbelievable. we celebrated on the 16th instead.(i know uh im bragging tapi awak nk dgr ke tak?) oh wait..... flashback~ 14th October 2009. was sending baby to workplace. had quite a fight. so after sending,i went home. but i came back of course. but more prepared this time.(ok actually not uh.) teman baby break and then she went back in. she's working mid-shift 12to730 on that day. (we're still not ok) after her work,i told her i need to tell her something. but i don't know how to. we planned to go to btp but went to fcp instead cause it's nearer you see. went to the (i call it) 'grasspatch' and sat there. looking up to see the stars shining bright.(duhh) so i told her what i wanted to tell.(like seriously,alot) i was damn nervous.(mcm nk masuk minang siak feeling die) (mcm penah g2 uh kan) ^___^ i passed her a box.and blah blah blah..(da mcm compo..) to cut it short,i passed her a ring. the end.
(the continuation) we went out to np, went to bowling, went to bugis iluma to play arcade. but in the end wasting 30 bucks playing the catch2 sweet till we hit the jackpot. fun but a waste of money. something happened along the way. but it was absolute fun! received a necklace from baby and i could not get any happier. sayang,you made my day and i really hope we'll last. never give up alright.. love you!
these were just the good parts. there were fights too. but we're in normal pace now. and i hope it'd continue this way:)
and i got my enlistment date for my ns. civil defense.8th december 2009. less than 2 months to get prepared.to enjoy life to it's fullest.(at my age of cos.haha)
and less than a week for my 19th bday!! oh my gee oh my gee oh my gee oh my gee!! i can't wait!!=))
it's been a long time.but guess i can update anytime from now.using a wlan's hp(mesti kene brag nye) working babe.at iluma's filmgarde.it's an easy weezy job.but the thing is,i can only get 1 day off.and it sucked big time.i miss the free time i used to have.hanging out with friends and alibis(ikut2 lagu ey) haha.i miss you baby.and i miss you guys. had great time shopping.baby bought for me a cap,slippers,wallet,cigarettes and so much more.omg.you really showered with the things i thought i can hardly get.love you ma......