When Fate Is In Our Hands,
Would You Save It For The Future
Or Would You Use It Now?
haiz...
Tuesday, August 25, 2009; 3:16 AM
SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!!!!
25thAugust2009.. it's been 4 days of fasting. and i haven't break any one of them.:) (part ni kene brag dok..) cos i'm not the kinda person who fast.
I had to face, mood control. i get too angry at times. grumpy almost at every small things. ROKOK....ROKOK....ROKOK.... but i have to be patient.and i mean real PATIENT.
4 days and i'm missing you baby.. take care alright..
currently listening to Abject Poetry's Dancing With The Devil. now in my gf's crib. approximately two more days. i hope im ready.haha.(puase je pe kan?)
1st of all. i wanna say(im sorry.) im sorry.(seriously...) for what we've gone through yesterday. the bad one of course. Love, i am the one to be blamed. and im sorry. it is my mistake. you know i can't live without you. not seeing your face,not hearing your voice... I love you more than words can describe.(serious la...) thanks for pulling this through with me.=) and please dun say words like 'IM NOT THE ONE FOR YOU' cause i know you are.and nothing,i mean NOTHING can change what i say. may we last baby.. Insya'Allah....AMIN.
spent time with starlit sky yesterday. with azhar,jaws,shahirah jantan,azul and shahid/syahid.=) it was absolut(vodka)fun!!(=___=)v we played sher'eh'.(or whatever the spelling is.) called ourselves the three blind mice. wait a min,fizo put the name for us. and they called themselves the three musketeers. my team consists of three people. jantan,acub and me. and the other team was my baby,fizo and azhar. where are the rest? they haven't come.=) they won by three points i think. we're such a loser. and we made videos with acub's new hp. we're so full of laughter. and at that point in time,the bonding was extra ordinary. and we played the 'clap-clap' game. and played 'truth or truth'.. fun uh..seriously. and they made music using tools like pringles tubes and etc. and they played crocodile. and it all takes place at 205 nye playground.
1 by 1 flea home.apai,then me and baby. sent her home.went back to the place. went home at approximately 2:09am.
take care guys.to starlit sky, i really enjoyed yesterday. and to baby.thanks for everything.
What a day! went to east coast. erm..got lost along the way with baby.haha..=) took a cab in the end. then went to city plaza with baby and fam to eat at arnolds. sedappppppppppppppp!=)) THANK YOU SAYANG!! i was trying to hide my sore lips. it was kinda easy to hide but hard at the same time.very contradicting really. and now,im at her crib.=)
oh ya.my pierced right lip is back. went with baby at woodlands to get it done. (bragging ey) k la..tk la..
what i wanna say is.(im sorry) im trying my best to trust. i know that it have to come naturally. but heck.i don't know.
life is easy and hard at the same time.(tk habes2 ey)^.^ and for now,i can't get any happier. in approximately 22 mins,it's gonna be our 3rd monthsary. baby,i love you.and i love you.serious.i tk bedek. thanks for being there always.and i appreciate every single thing you do for me. and oh sayang,i don't call the things you do 'little' cause it's too special and awww to be too little.=) hope our love will bloom like blossoms and shine like the stars! muah.=))