Times Like These..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009; 12:23 AM

thought twice about 'should i post this fcuker?'

it's time to turn on the tap and wash my hands.
this is where my help ends.
this is where i begins to fade away from you.
when you cried out loud that you've always hated hypocrites.
telling me this,telling me that.

well i say Fcuk.

saying something behind my back.
which you could have just tell me straight to my face and say it like a man.
but like i said.
this is where my help ends.
i will not.(ehem) i repeat.i WILL NOT hear you out,or try to give or already gave you hopes.
whatever happens,find someone that can be there for you.
cos im hurt god dammit.
when here i am helping you.
not trying to give you a boost.
to make you THINK!THINK!THINK!
i don't know what else do you want from me.

to give you hopes?
and in the end,i were to get blamed for?
hell no.
as a friend,i should just tell you what to do and not to do.
i know how you feel and
i don't want you to get hurt again and again because i care.
I CARE.
is it so hard to understand?
that you're a friend i treasure?
but then again.getting the wrong idea and always think you're right.
what can i do?
and you're acting so cold towards me.
just because of this?

anyways,anyone who's not happy with me or dayah,or us being together,or whatever about us or even not happy with starlit sky itself,can approach me directly and tell.

anyone who read this and think that he or she is the person im talking about in this post,than you only got 1 thing to do.
CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG.
i can't deny im being a hypocrite too.
everyone is.
even if they think they're not.
so don't self proclaimed.
it's always me who have to end up this way.
im feeling so down..

i miss you baby.faster swim can?=)

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